Music

Music is everything to me. It helps me deal with my pain, my anxiety, and my depression. I believe music heals the soul, and from there, heals the body. How can someone have a TRULY healthy body, if their soul is rotting? How can you help other people, if you yourself are decomposing inside? The universe is self-sufficient, everything has its time, its place, and its reason. I believe the same is true for us. We all have a meaning, like music has meaning. Whether its rap, classical, pop, or punk, it all has a meaning and a reason for being composed. Therefore, if something as big as the universe, and something as small as music have this in common, who are we to negate it? Humans are such pompous creatures. We refuse to believe in certain things because they haven't happened to us, we refuse to prepare for the worst because it "can't happen to us". I've been through a lot more than any normal 18 year old girl, and I'm still standing. Every day is a fight for my mental, emotional, and physical survival. Even in my wort times, I always know that this isn't the end. These are the battles that God and the Universe are selecting me for. I have a greater purpose. I don't know what for, but I need to be alive to see it fulfilled. I need to complete my destiny.

Music helps me to fight my demons, every last one.